So I haven't blogged in a couple of days, my bad guys sorry. However, I would've done wrote sooner had it not been for the sudden lack of inspiration, hard to believe since I've done what like 6 posts? But whatever I want to write I can't put into words which pretty much sucks:(
Anyway the other day I was at school when *BUHBAM* an idea hit me...year ten is a pile of crap. So I am going to rant to you, wooooo!
Year 10 isn't what I expected to be, I expected mental house partys and a couple of tests and that's it. Silly me. So far I've been to two parties in year 10, the first one I had to leave like 4 hours early because I was in so much pain and the second one I wouldn't even class as a party, more of a social gathering. And there's a heck of alot more work to do than a couple of tests. I am constantly overrun with the amount of homework I recieve, if it's not french, its history, if its not history,its maths and if it's not maths then I'm stuck at home re-doing my frequent english essays and stories. THIS IS NOT GOOD OK.
I am the type of person who will leave my homework till the last minute, I can honestly say 9 times out of ten you'll see me in form doing homework due for the next lesson and I will never change. I am also the type of person who would rather go out with friends or watch a movie instead of catching up on the science lesson I missed. So much homework on top of the ever increasing amount of normal school work and practicing for my dance classes and shows is really starting to effect me.
Another pretty crap thing about Year 10 is work experience. I've been trying to find a place since October and still haven't got one, I must've had at least 245257 rejections, which doesn't help the good old confidence. And almost every single time I find something I really really want to do, all the places have been taken. I don't want to be stuck doing something I hate or be somebody's 'coffee girl', because that will not go down well. I'm sick of the way the people talk to me aswell, I'll ring up asking about a placement and they'll put on this 'Im so better than you because I have a job and I have the power to say no' voice, and be all like 'we dont do it' ERM EXCUSE ME, I'M ONLY 14 I'M NOT GOING TO BE A FRICKIN' OFFICE WORKER AT THIS AGE AM I?YOU PILLOCK. But hopefully the actual week when we do it will be fun.
As well as all this, we also have the people who think it's ok to suddenly ditch their friends because they only have like over a year left. This is not alright and if you think it is then you're mental babe.
The exams don't help either, I know everyone has to do them but the constant weight on your shoulders from the pressure of whether you'll succeed or fail is just too much. I'm so worried about how my future is going to end up I forget about everything else and end up in deep water, I always ask teachers questions like 'So will we do this in the exam?' or 'What will we do in the exam?' every single lesson. I'm getting pretty tired of saying it.
Although there are some good things but they're not good enough to make it on here.
So if you're in Year 9 and people are saying Year 10's going to be good, they're lying. Kick them where mother nature split them and get the heck out of there. (Not literally of course)
luv kt xo
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