Lately my mam's been through a lot and I know its been hard for her, I got ill in september and I was off school for almost two months and in and out of hospital, its now affected my kidneys but Im okay:-) Also my younger brother has been having trouble with school and hanging around with the wrong crowd, then my mam had the stress of starting a new job. During all this she still was able to keep it together and make us all feel good, then about two weeks ago my mam had a panic attack and ever since they've been frequently happening because of stress, it means my mam has not been able to go to work and is constantly in pain and always worrying. However, even though all this is happening she's still the only person who will wake up on a morning and give me a genuine happy smile.
My mam is the person who I go to when I'm down, whilst I was ill I was having problems with a 'friend' who turned out to be the complete opposite and I ended up breaking down more than once...my mam let me cry on her shoulder and hugged me until I stopped. This is probably one of the best things anyone has ever done for me.
The other week I came in from seeing Ed Sheeran and I was so so so happy, I couldn't stop smiling and then my mam started crying because it was the happiest she'd seen me lately and I was just so touched that something so small could make her day.
Even though I'm a pain in tush she still stands by me every single day. Even though I spend all her money on concert tickets and train fares, she's still happy to see me. Even though we argue and snap at each other I know she still loves me.
This may sound really soppy and it kind of is but I just wanted to say how much she means to me. She's literally my bestfriend and I wouldnt have it any other way!
(I was a chubby child)
luv kt xo
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