Being Happy

 This is one of my more serious posts and I don't normally like doing these but some things have to be said. I don't want to sound dramatic or anything but I've had the last couple of months from hell, almost as bad as you can get and that really screwed me up. I would cry myself to sleep, I would break down for no reason, I would look at a photo of people I love and feel so crap about myself because I wasn't in it so therefore they didn't love me. I was screwed up and that was all because I had too much on my plate at a time.
 I'm a teenage girl, I'm going to get annoyed/angry/upset at something everyday. But when it starts to happen every hour its not ok. At one point I lost my bestfriends because I could'nt get myself out of this mindset and thought everyone hated me and would be better off without me,  this wasn't good. And it wasn't ok.
 I've slowly got myself feeling better, sometimes I just stare into space and go in a mood and go quiet and thats when people know somethings bothering me. This really upsets one of my bestfriends, she hates when people are unhappy and I don't paticularly like it either but if you can help it then ok. So I've decided that I am going to get past all this and I'm almost there.
 So if you know someone like me or you actually know me and their having a rough day and they are starting to feel quite bad then just cheer them up, make them laugh, smile at them, tell them an inside joke or give them a hug. My friends do that for me and nothing makes me feel better than when they do that.

  I'll keep being happy if you do!